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[radlilim]

I had about two hours today where I was no longer buying a house. For reasons I'd rather not go into, since it boils down to me not being prepared. It's all OK now, we are fine. The feeling of my heart expoding has mostly stopped.

I used to deal with stress just fine. Not sure where I lost that ability. I think I need to work on getting it back. Else I'm going to die by 40...