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radlilimNeed to find someone to spend nights and time with, cause this sitting on my bed way to early in the night, alone, sucks. Maybe I should just bite the fucking bullet and go out by myself. I really don't do well at bars solo, but I might start doing it.
Lots of time should at least be taken up with the new job. Have to remember to turn the application in soon.
Interesting point is that my dad thinks that I'm moving out to Boise. Depending on how the conversation goes with certian people out there, I might just have to. Some times it scares/worries me how much I'd give to get someone. I'd trade job/health/family/friends to have a significant other, without much thought. Kinda odd I think.
Maybe I should just get over it, move on and find something else in life to focus on. I'm just making myselg miserable keeping this hope alive, need to kill it off and get on with my life, I think.
On a lighter note (and counter-porductive to the previous rant), I think seeing "Naked Boys Singing" this week will be cool. Looking forward to it. Though it will probably just get me horney and frustrated. Oh well, what else am I gonna do with my time?
Wonder how many friends I'll get to come out to it?
[sorry for the rant, gonna try for a happier post next time]
Lots of time should at least be taken up with the new job. Have to remember to turn the application in soon.
Interesting point is that my dad thinks that I'm moving out to Boise. Depending on how the conversation goes with certian people out there, I might just have to. Some times it scares/worries me how much I'd give to get someone. I'd trade job/health/family/friends to have a significant other, without much thought. Kinda odd I think.
Maybe I should just get over it, move on and find something else in life to focus on. I'm just making myselg miserable keeping this hope alive, need to kill it off and get on with my life, I think.
On a lighter note (and counter-porductive to the previous rant), I think seeing "Naked Boys Singing" this week will be cool. Looking forward to it. Though it will probably just get me horney and frustrated. Oh well, what else am I gonna do with my time?
Wonder how many friends I'll get to come out to it?
[sorry for the rant, gonna try for a happier post next time]
