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[radlilim]

Compared to the vendors that are doing the other grades for my project, we only have grade 4, we are the furthest behind. So we (mostly me, since I'm the lead) look like shit. And I am doing my best. This is one of those days where I really, really want a career change. A day where I feel my life has been pretty pointless so far.

Today I hate my job.

I'm so tired I want to just quit. If I knew I could get a new job, one that'd pay the bills for a while, I think I would. But I like to eat and am kinda attached to my house. And I doubt Paul and JP want to live out of our cars.