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[radlilim]

I was up until 2am working on that stupid book. And it might still not get out today becuase "we" decided to have it inspected anyway and the inspection person is too busy. I also found out that the stupid sales person (we'll call him Bill) promised a 5 day turn around on this project. That's five days from getting the manuscript, into the art department, editorial, production and inspection, to final first pass pages back to them. He's an idiot and I will not be talking to him for a while.

I feel so drained. I look at my ever piling email and just don't have the energy to play my games anymore. Maybe I'll just let the online games die. I don't have time and I don't see that getting better. I also want a new job. One that I don't hate.

This would be the time I usually consider moving back north and living a much more peacful life. Cept now I have a house and can't even pretend.

Getting to that "give up" phase again. Damn I'm predictible in my depression.