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Apr. 19th, 2006 02:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
radlilimIt was such a nice morning not going into work until noon. I got things I wanted to get done, done. I slept lateish. I got to relax a bit.
And then I show up and all the stress just starts pouring back in. I'm wondering about a new job again. Not that this isn't a normal cycle at all. Get upset, look for new job, find nothing--or--apply for job and don't get it, decide I have no where to go and deal with Apex. Like my flist hasn't seen that before.
I just have no motivation at work anymore. It doesn't matter, everything will be crappy anyway, nothing we can do but dampen the fires so the customer isn't too upset.
At least volleyball last night was a lot of fun. I suppose I should just give up the dream I'll have a job I actually enjoy.
And then I show up and all the stress just starts pouring back in. I'm wondering about a new job again. Not that this isn't a normal cycle at all. Get upset, look for new job, find nothing--or--apply for job and don't get it, decide I have no where to go and deal with Apex. Like my flist hasn't seen that before.
I just have no motivation at work anymore. It doesn't matter, everything will be crappy anyway, nothing we can do but dampen the fires so the customer isn't too upset.
At least volleyball last night was a lot of fun. I suppose I should just give up the dream I'll have a job I actually enjoy.
