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Sep. 21st, 2004 03:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
radlilim3:45, Tuesday, no job yet.
Wonder how long I'll have to sit here doing nothing. Now I could start the new journal issue for the project that I have no idea what to do on, since it's due next week, and apparently "mine" now. The one interveiw didn't work, the other place I stopped at is for a junior web designer. Not quite what I want, but who knows.
Maybe I'll just sign the frelling thing, stop developing new and exciting stuff, so than I won't care when I leave if I can't take stuff with me, and call it done. I think maybe that's what they are doing, dicking us around and wearing us down so much that we will just cave in and be nice mindless drones. I'm trying to fight that, but it's really hard.
I should just sign it and then turn all my attention towards grad school. Cause if I get in I won't be doing this shite any more anyway.
I love being an adult.
Wonder how long I'll have to sit here doing nothing. Now I could start the new journal issue for the project that I have no idea what to do on, since it's due next week, and apparently "mine" now. The one interveiw didn't work, the other place I stopped at is for a junior web designer. Not quite what I want, but who knows.
Maybe I'll just sign the frelling thing, stop developing new and exciting stuff, so than I won't care when I leave if I can't take stuff with me, and call it done. I think maybe that's what they are doing, dicking us around and wearing us down so much that we will just cave in and be nice mindless drones. I'm trying to fight that, but it's really hard.
I should just sign it and then turn all my attention towards grad school. Cause if I get in I won't be doing this shite any more anyway.
I love being an adult.
