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I don't think me getting on the softball executive board was a good idea. Now instead of thinking "fun, friends, exercise, new people" when I hear about softball I think "work, people who don't follow though on commitments, last minute scrambling, gay-politics and drama". I'm not sure I even want to play next year at this point. Probably should talk to someone about this.

Working out at the gym once a week isn't really helping, I don't think. The membership was a waste of time and money, I think. I'm sure it's helping not to get fatter, but I'm not getting into shape. And seeing other people who are in shape just discourages me, not drives me. But I don't think I'll get much of a refund if I try.

We played decent last night. I just have to accept that most of my team dose not have my reflexes on the court. There were many times where the ball just dropped with everyone standing flat footed, not moving towards it at all. We won all three, and there was some good playing on our side, but it was closer than it should have been. But starting next week is the string of trips. Kiki is gone for a week (along with Gina, so no sub there), Em is gone to Herdon every other week or so, then me and Em (at least I hope she can still go, I'll be upset if she has to stay and work) are off to Jamaica. I can see our high ranking spot drop quickly as we get subs that aren't used to playing with our team.

All yesterday almost everyone I dealt with pissed me off in some way. Today isn't looking any better. Not sure why I'm so crabby, but I am.

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I don't think me getting on the softball executive board was a good idea. Now instead of thinking "fun, friends, exercise, new people" when I hear about softball I think "work, people who don't follow though on commitments, last minute scrambling, gay-politics and drama". I'm not sure I even want to play next year at this point. Probably should talk to someone about this.

Working out at the gym once a week isn't really helping, I don't think. The membership was a waste of time and money, I think. I'm sure it's helping not to get fatter, but I'm not getting into shape. And seeing other people who are in shape just discourages me, not drives me. But I don't think I'll get much of a refund if I try.

We played decent last night. I just have to accept that most of my team dose not have my reflexes on the court. There were many times where the ball just dropped with everyone standing flat footed, not moving towards it at all. We won all three, and there was some good playing on our side, but it was closer than it should have been. But starting next week is the string of trips. Kiki is gone for a week (along with Gina, so no sub there), Em is gone to Herdon every other week or so, then me and Em (at least I hope she can still go, I'll be upset if she has to stay and work) are off to Jamaica. I can see our high ranking spot drop quickly as we get subs that aren't used to playing with our team.

All yesterday almost everyone I dealt with pissed me off in some way. Today isn't looking any better. Not sure why I'm so crabby, but I am.

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You are subject to your own changing moods even more than usual as they pull you into strange and unfamiliar territory. Usually you are quite at home in the shadows of your mind, but today it can be difficult for you to maintain perspective. Instead of struggling, give yourself permission to slip off the map for a while. You'll come back refreshed from your little trip.

Even my horoscopes says stay at home and don't talk to anyone today. Who am I to argue with an internet zodiac reading?

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You are subject to your own changing moods even more than usual as they pull you into strange and unfamiliar territory. Usually you are quite at home in the shadows of your mind, but today it can be difficult for you to maintain perspective. Instead of struggling, give yourself permission to slip off the map for a while. You'll come back refreshed from your little trip.

Even my horoscopes says stay at home and don't talk to anyone today. Who am I to argue with an internet zodiac reading?

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yanked from exarian

Leave one memory of you and me together.

It doesn't matter if I know you a little or a lot, anything you remember!

Next, post this in your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you.

[[chat memories are welcome]]

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yanked from exarian

Leave one memory of you and me together.

It doesn't matter if I know you a little or a lot, anything you remember!

Next, post this in your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you.

[[chat memories are welcome]]