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I am tired. Not "didn't get enough sleep" tired but "want to retire" tired. Had a slightly scarey thought of going back home, living in an extra house my family owns, getting a nowhere job at a small town newspaper doing layout and not having to worry about it all. I'm just tired of having to work so hard to make money, and trying to meet someone to spend my life with, and worrying about where I'll be living and is my life/job going anywhere. Just tired.

I think I'm a bit burnt out. Oh, and this is not a suicide thing, I am happy. Not gonna off myself. This is just me complaining to cyberspace. I'd appreciate no "My life is worse than yours" or "Life sucks, live with it" repiles. No cry for help here, just getting it off my chest.

Plus my entire body hurts cause I have to walk funny do to my leg. That might have something to do with it also, I guess.

It also might be better if I frelling had anything to do at work. Something to occupy my mind. Oh well, off to try and be productive.

(no subject)

I am tired. Not "didn't get enough sleep" tired but "want to retire" tired. Had a slightly scarey thought of going back home, living in an extra house my family owns, getting a nowhere job at a small town newspaper doing layout and not having to worry about it all. I'm just tired of having to work so hard to make money, and trying to meet someone to spend my life with, and worrying about where I'll be living and is my life/job going anywhere. Just tired.

I think I'm a bit burnt out. Oh, and this is not a suicide thing, I am happy. Not gonna off myself. This is just me complaining to cyberspace. I'd appreciate no "My life is worse than yours" or "Life sucks, live with it" repiles. No cry for help here, just getting it off my chest.

Plus my entire body hurts cause I have to walk funny do to my leg. That might have something to do with it also, I guess.

It also might be better if I frelling had anything to do at work. Something to occupy my mind. Oh well, off to try and be productive.